For years, I’ve moved through life like a marathon runner who never stops. A born healer, constantly holding space, tuning in, clearing, repairing, lifting for clients in the physical world and those in spirit. I gave and gave and gave because that’s simply how my soul is built.

But this year took a toll on me in a way I couldn’t ignore.
This year didn’t drain me because of one dramatic moment. It was the accumulation of everything I had to carry… the emotional weight, the difficult people, the spiritual pressure, the constant boundary-testing, the nonstop demands, and the stress of preparing for a possible cross-country move while house-hunting. And me somehow deciding it was the perfect time to launch a YouTube channel while house-hunting on the other side of the country. One heavy season stacked on another with barely any room to breathe. I kept pushing through all of it without giving myself a real break, and eventually, I hit empty.

And then it happened: my metaphysical ability didn’t weaken… it shut down completely.
A full stop.
A spiritual “enough.”

Most psychic mediums dread that moment, but in my case, it was divine timing. The only thing that could force me to finally look inward and acknowledge how deeply I had neglected myself.

Yesterday was my birthday, and I didn’t celebrate with a single living soul.
No champagne, no fancy dinner, no dressing to the nines, no noise.
Just me… and a few close spirit members who’ve stood with me through everything.

It was a quiet day… still, honest, and exactly what I needed. In that silence, I saw myself clearly: my needs, my gaps, my path forward. It was the best birthday I’ve had in a very long time. No distractions. Just the royal me and my spirit team.

So yesterday, for the first time in years, I spoiled myself with a gift I’ve denied myself for far too long: a full, premium etheric and chakra system healing session. The kind of session I always do for others. The kind I never “had time” to do for myself.

And the shift was… INSTANT.

I felt a surge… like someone plugged my soul back into its original power source. My energy rose, my mind cleared, and my entire spiritual body felt refreshed in a way I hadn’t felt in years. I finally understood… deeply… why my clients keep coming back for more. That level of healing is soul-changing.

This shutdown wasn’t a setback.
It was a reset.
A divine recalibration pulling me back to myself.

Right now, I can’t read for anyone. I can’t tune in for anyone. I can’t serve anyone… and honestly, that’s exactly how it needs to be. I’m in a season of restoration, reflection, and rebirth. My abilities will return stronger, cleaner, and more aligned than ever… but only after I finish doing the one thing I’ve avoided for far too long:

Healing me.

Kari Light ❤

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